{"id":96,"date":"2005-05-20T04:40:27","date_gmt":"2005-05-20T02:40:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/?p=96"},"modified":"2014-09-19T20:04:13","modified_gmt":"2014-09-19T18:04:13","slug":"evlilik","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/?p=96","title":{"rendered":"Evlilik"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"de\" style=\"font-family: Arial; font-size: 9pt; mso-ansi-language: de; mso-default-font-family: Arial; mso-latin-font-family: Arial; mso-greek-font-family: Arial; mso-cyrillic-font-family: Arial; mso-hebrew-font-family: Arial; mso-arabic-font-family: Arial; mso-latinext-font-family: Arial; mso-ascii-font-family: Arial; language: de;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignleft size-medium wp-image-188\" style=\"border: 5px solid black; margin: 1px 5px;\" title=\"bostanci\" src=\"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/bostanci-300x290.jpg\" alt=\"bostanci\" width=\"240\" height=\"232\" srcset=\"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/bostanci-300x290.jpg 300w, http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/bostanci.jpg 512w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/>\u015eimdilerde d\u00f6n\u00fcp eskiye bakarken sormaktan alam\u0131yorum kendimi ne oldu bize? Ben daha hala ayn\u0131 deli ya\u015far\u0131m hayat\u0131 d\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi. A\u015fk\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc Anne oldu hemde iki kere. Hayat&#8217;a ba\u015fka pencereden bakar oldu nedense. Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z m\u0131 ilerledi diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum; yook bana kalsa hayat\u0131 bu g\u00fcn bile ya\u015far\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi. Hani her zaman birlikte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden gelece\u011fi aynen \u00c7ingeneler gibi belki iyi de olurdu. \u00c7evirebilseydim zaman\u0131 biraz geriye Memur olurdum bu kere de sadece Hatice mutlu olsun diye. Yada Mama&#8217;m\u0131n laf\u0131n\u0131 dinlerdim acele etmezdim evlenmeye. Gurbete bile \u00e7\u0131kmazd\u0131m belki. Otururdum T\u00fcrkiyede. Hatta nefret etti\u011fim Haydarpa\u015fa Lisesinde bitirme imtihanlar\u0131na girer, kazan\u0131r, M\u00fchendislik falan okurdum.<img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"alignright  wp-image-186\" style=\"border: 3px solid black; margin: 3px;\" title=\"oktar-dogum\" src=\"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/oktar-dogum-300x197.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"240\" height=\"158\" srcset=\"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/oktar-dogum-300x197.jpg 300w, http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2005\/05\/oktar-dogum.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 240px) 100vw, 240px\" \/> E\u015fi M\u00fchendis desinler diye. Neyse dostlar zaman\u0131 geri \u00e7evirmek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil b\u00f6yle ya\u015famak sa \u00e7ok zor; zoru seven ben \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yorum bu i\u015fin i\u00e7inden. T\u00fcm u\u011fra\u015flar\u0131m bo\u015fa gitti anla\u015f\u0131lan Can \u00c7\u0131kar huy \u00c7\u0131kmaz diyenler nede g\u00fczel s\u00f6ylemi\u015fler. Sevdam\u0131 arasam bunca y\u0131l sonra cevab\u0131 olmayan bilmece. Yeni ufuklara yelken a\u00e7sam,yeni maceralar arasam kendime. Yakalayabilirmiydim \u00f6zledi\u011fim mutlulu\u011fu. Ya\u015famdaki heyecan\u0131n bitti\u011fi yerdeyiz. Son durak olmamal\u0131. hi\u00e7 kimseyi \u00fczmeden, k\u0131rmadan bir \u00e7aresi olmal\u0131. F\u0131rt\u0131naya yakalanm\u0131\u015f bu \u015firket batmak \u00fczere heyhat ; ka\u00e7 sevda daha s\u0131\u011farki bu yaral\u0131 kalbe.Alsam ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fsem yollara bakmadan arkama \u00e7are olurmu? Hakl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karlarm\u0131 bakma arkana diyenler. Ben ben olmaktan \u00e7ok uzaklarday\u0131m \u015fimdilerde. Sudan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bal\u0131k gibi saga sola yalpal\u0131yorum. \u015ei\u015feler dolusu rak\u0131 da i\u00e7sem \u00e7are olmuyor. \u015eimdilerde mutluluk ar\u0131yoruz her ikimizde yeniden mi tan\u0131\u015fsak ne. Yeniden istesek mi bac\u0131lar\u0131ndan allah\u0131n Emriyle? Yeniden Ni\u015fan,Nikah,D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn m\u00fc yapsak! \u00c7ingen gibi tekrardan yollaram\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fsek. Evlilik y\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kutlamas\u0131 r\u00fcya gibiydi Alt\u0131n kutlamaya bu \u00f6m\u00fcr yetermi bilmem. \u00d6mr\u00fcm yeterse e\u011fer ellinci y\u0131la yollara d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fim. Tekrardan gelebilmek i\u00e7in bu d\u00fcnyaya. Bir ba\u015fka boyut&#8217;da arayaca\u011f\u0131m kendimi. Seni tekrardan bulaca\u011f\u0131m kaybolmu\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimde.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"mso-pagination: none;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eimdilerde d\u00f6n\u00fcp eskiye bakarken sormaktan alam\u0131yorum kendimi ne oldu bize? Ben daha hala ayn\u0131 deli ya\u015far\u0131m hayat\u0131 d\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi. A\u015fk\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc Anne oldu hemde iki kere. Hayat&#8217;a ba\u015fka pencereden bakar oldu nedense. Ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z m\u0131 ilerledi diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum; yook bana kalsa hayat\u0131 bu g\u00fcn bile ya\u015far\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi. Hani her zaman birlikte yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi hi\u00e7 mi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[20],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=96"}],"version-history":[{"count":15,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1813,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/96\/revisions\/1813"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=96"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=96"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=96"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}