{"id":267,"date":"1998-03-02T22:18:36","date_gmt":"1998-03-02T20:18:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/?p=267"},"modified":"2018-06-15T16:23:34","modified_gmt":"2018-06-15T14:23:34","slug":"boyle-tanistim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/?p=267","title":{"rendered":"B\u00f6yle Tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

Baz\u0131 anlar vard\u0131r anlat\u0131lmas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7\u00a0 sadece ya\u015fan\u0131r ben Bunlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/strong> Y\u0131l 1973\"hat_13\"<\/a> Her sabah ve ak\u015fam ayn\u0131 vapurda iki \u00e7ift g\u00f6z i\u00e7in g\u00fcnlerce Kadik\u00f6y sirkeci aras\u0131nda gittim geldim.Yeni bir heyecan sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ruhumu b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f\u00a0 gibiydim. Geceleri uyumay\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131, hatta bana \u0131zd\u0131rap veren eski a\u015fklar\u0131m\u0131 bile unutmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n

Yine bilerek bir ak\u015fam kitab\u0131m\u0131 unuttum tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda belki getirir \u00fcmidi ile. Sesini duymal\u0131yd\u0131m. G\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6rmeliydim daha yak\u0131ndan, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131mla ruhuna inebilmeliydim. (Beyefendi kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 unuttunuz) i\u015fte o ses d\u00f6d\u00fcm o g\u00f6zler hemen \u00f6n\u00fcmdeydi. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle g\u00f6nl\u00fcne girdim san\u0131rm. Benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcm zaten uzun zamandan beri ger\u00e7ek yerini bulmu\u015ftu. Sanki \u00e7atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bizi \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7atan bir kere.\u00a0\u00c7ok fazla uzatmadan bir sevday\u0131 daha kaybetmeden hayat\u0131ma almal\u0131 bir \u00f6mr\u00fc birlikte ya\u015famal\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ok ge\u00e7medi\u00a0 ne olduysa o\u00a0 vakt iki Mart da\u00a0 yolunu de\u011fi\u015ftirdi herzamanki gibi gitti\u011fi yolun Tam ters istikametine gitti. Ben merakl\u0131y\u0131m ya\u00a0 pe\u015finden gittim. Bindi\u011fi dolmu\u015fta bana yer kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u00a0\u00a0 arkadaki dolmu\u015fa bindim y\u00fcr\u00fc tamam\u00a0 dolduk \u00f6ndeki dolmu\u015fu takip et dedim \u015f\u00f6f\u00f6re. \"01\"<\/a>Bahariye Moda kav\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda indi bende arkas\u0131ndan hesap \u00f6derken ara a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 \u015f\u00f6f\u00f6r\u00fcn verdi\u011fi\u00a0 bir avu\u00e7 bozuk parayla cebimde\u00a0 D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm pe\u015fine yeti\u015fmek i\u00e7in yeni sevdama. H\u0131zl\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum;\u00a0 \u015fak \u015fuk \u00f6t\u00fcyor paralar cebimde. Sonradan \u00f6\u011frendim \u015femsiye yemek de varm\u0131\u015f kafaya i\u015fin i\u00e7inde.\"\" \ud83d\ude42 Ucuz kurtuldum desene.<\/p>\n

Ben b\u00f6yle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m kaderimle. iki Martta tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130ki nisanda ni\u015fanland\u0131m. \u0130ki Haziran’da nikah yapt\u0131m. Ligori’nin Annesi bizi yeme\u011fe ald\u0131 belli etmeden her \u015feyin bu kadar \u00e7abuk olmas\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 Mama’m\u0131! S\u0131ra Ligorda dedi\u011fimde \u00e7ok beklersin onun b\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n her teli bir milyon hangi k\u0131z verecek bu paray\u0131 diye kestirip atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Valla Mama ben bedavaya gittim dedim demesine’de e\u015fimin surat\u0131 ek\u015fimi\u015fti bile. Belkide bekarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n son demlerini ya\u015f\u0131yordum. Mutluydum fazla beklemeden. On be\u015f\u00a0 A\u011fustosta D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Bir \u00f6m\u00fcrde d\u00f6rt ya\u015fam ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc nas\u0131l ya\u015fan\u0131rd\u0131 sizce?<\/p>\n

Uzun laf\u0131n k\u0131sas\u0131 ben b\u00f6yle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131m evlendim Kaderim b\u00f6yleymi\u015f dedim.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn sorsalar\u00a0 bana dostlar raz\u0131y\u0131m ayn\u0131 kadere<\/strong>. <\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Baz\u0131 anlar vard\u0131r anlat\u0131lmas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7\u00a0 sadece ya\u015fan\u0131r ben Bunlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m. Y\u0131l 1973 Her sabah ve ak\u015fam ayn\u0131 vapurda iki \u00e7ift g\u00f6z i\u00e7in g\u00fcnlerce Kadik\u00f6y sirkeci aras\u0131nda gittim geldim.Yeni bir heyecan sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ruhumu b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f\u00a0 gibiydim. Geceleri uyumay\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131, hatta bana \u0131zd\u0131rap veren eski a\u015fklar\u0131m\u0131 bile unutmu\u015ftum. Yine bilerek bir ak\u015fam kitab\u0131m\u0131 unuttum tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda belki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[20,15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=267"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2438,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/267\/revisions\/2438"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=267"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=267"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/xn--zkartal-80a.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=267"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}